murasaki yukiko の日記

Monday, November 23

Drove Sharan and Fizah around today
because we needed to check out the location of the funciton room
for the STORM IG party.

I had fun disturbing Sharan HAHAHHHAS
when I picked her up from her place,
each time she reaches for the car door, I'll drive forward
ok la, I stopped doing that on the second try cause she gave this fed up body language
and when she got in the car,
she told me her Dad and her brother are watching just under the block
OPPS hahahahas no worries, they'll understand my naughty nature :)

And Ben made up to me for being so naughty yesterday
so I shall be a forgiving girlfriend once again
SO SWEET !!! Darling cooked dinner for me today leh ^_^
While he still needs to sayang me more
because I feel that his love more me is never enough !
Who ask him meet me so little and is always out with his friends
God knows if he flirted or had been unfaithful to me -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:41 AM

Sunday, November 22

Changed my parting today and I cam-whored awhile with it

Looking more and more like a slut. Hahahhahas !

So I took my Japanese Oral Exams today and shopped around in bugis with xiaomin

Think I did well seeing the ticks that the examiner wrote on the paper

as she nods her head while I speak :)

I'm suffering the side effects of my therapy,

I'm broke

because I chose to indulge in the satisfaction of retail therapy

and I chose to ignore the side effects that will last for the coming week -.-

BLODDY BENWOON

I have to tell you 10 000 times and it doesnt get to you !

Over and over again for the past 20months of the relationship

but my notion doesnt seem to get into your head

I dont like his last minute plans and last minute change of plans

and LAST MINUTE NOTIFICATION !

I dont like you and the way you do things

dont tell me because you get to know it last minute or so

as situations like these happens way to often

so your reason dont justify your point

and its not that I'm unforgiving and not understanding enough

I believe that I've given in to you more than you should expect from a girl.

fuck you and you suck big time

I hope you read this but I know you dont !

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:01 AM

Friday, November 20

watch 2012 with shi hao brother last night
the impacts as well as thoughts that run through my mind are impressive for the aftermath

its leads me to think of the many I may lose
and on the other hand, if given a ticket to be saved,
I might not take it...

more thoughts just flooded my mind

The day that we stop fighting for one another,
that's when we lose our humanity.

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:03 PM

Thursday, November 19

I'm free now wahhahahs !!!!!!!!!!!!!11
now that all UTs are over,
though its just UT1 that over only -.-

I'll get to rest awhile before UT2 stats in end of Dec and start of Jan
and my next stressful event will be none other than the JLPT examinations

Caught Paranormal activity with my STORM girls yesterday
Its not that its extremely horrifying throughout
but that the after effects lasts through the night
and it caused me to sleep very lightly waking up due to the slightest noises I hear
I'm so scared that someone will pull me off my bed when I sleep
and thank god Ben talked to me until I sleep.
Sharan is suffering from dark eye circles hahahahhas

Next, I wanna watch 2012
case 39
shutter island
Storm warriors II

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:18 PM

Tuesday, November 17

And I've been a naughty girl ... ...
These few days I feel like I'm back to my kindergarden days,
I dont wanna go to school,

keep ponning while I'm sick and abit sick,
and keep whinning about going school

I think its a 50-50 confidence level for my Japanese exam.

Hai.... dont know la, just pray that I will pass my JLPT this December

I'm in so much pain now,

I'm still recovering from my sickness,

I have school UT and Japanese Examinations to study,

I have to bear with all the menstrual cramps,

I cannot sleep at night cause I keep coughing,

if not its too cold and my darling isnt here to hug me to sleep,

My boyfriend cant be by my side to sayang me and I really miss him :(

I woke up in the middle of a dream

and my eyelashes were wet.

I remembered the words, "please don't go"

What I can't erase or change is this feeling getting worse

What I can never shake is the feeling of yearning for your adoration

Today's sunset sky is as gentle as you

This time, it isn't a dream, the cry of "don't go."

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:39 PM

Monday, November 16

不要用我的爱来伤害我
我以为你是真的爱过所以我才认真把握
不知不觉陷入爱的旋涡
抓不住解救的绳索

我为你付出了太多太多
从没问过爱的结果
可是你一次一次的出卖我
一次一次让我难过

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你知道我是多脆弱
我做错了什么你要惩罚
我如果这样你还说爱我

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你的绝情无法闪躲
如果你要解脱
撕毁的承诺
请把我从前对你的爱还给我

我以为你是真的爱过所以我才认真把握
不知不觉陷入爱的旋涡
抓不住解救的绳索
我为你付出了太多太多
从没问过爱的结果
可是你一次一次的出卖我
一次一次让我难过

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你知道我是多脆弱
我做错了什么你要惩罚我
如果这样你还说爱我

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你的绝情无法闪躲
如果你要解脱
撕毁的承诺
请把我从前对你的爱还给我

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你知道我是多脆弱
我做错了什么你要惩罚我
如果这样你还说爱我

不要用我的爱来伤害我
你的绝情无法闪躲
如果你要解脱
撕毁的承诺
请把我从前对你的爱还给我

Dont make use of my love to hurt me,
You know my vulnerable I am
What did I do wrong that you have to punish me?
Dont even consider this as love for me.

Dont make use of my love to hurt me
there's no way to escape your cruelty
if you want break free,
break those promise
and please return all the love I've given you previously

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:50 PM

Sunday, November 15

Courtesy of YC and her bf thanks ar !

the wallet

the notebooks

will all go to this guy

Ya la, now finally you got your agnes b wallet
hahahhas but its gonna be for Christmas,Valentine's and 2 years anniversary
too bad his stingy gf no more money liao *shrugs shoulders*

And I'll get my camera from darlin !!!!

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!

Sony T90 because my biased father refused to buy for me

My loving boyfriend will do that for me :)

I want a Gucci bag,

xiaomin says just get the LV neverfull

but I have a LV bag so I want a Gucci bag wahahahhahhas
anything other people have I also want, I'm like that what to do ?

this is the new 'jolie' medium tote

transparent one leh the charm

And I want a COACH wrislet,

I haven posted about it cos I cant find the purple one I'm looking for

So I'll just have to settle with these

the larger ones

and of course the purple ones :) :) :)

I want the one like xiaomin's

but its in purple at the centre

and then it has the carriage logo

plus bigger !

hmmmmmmmm ...

I saw it in the Jap magazine and highly doubt they have it in Singapore -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:55 PM

Friday, November 13

I'm sick and havent been attending lessons for the past 2 days
I managed to pull myself to do me test in sch
as well as my Japanese compo exam on Thursday though

We'll see when I die ok?

Mon 16/11 Financial accounting UT 430pm

Tue 17/11 Customer Relaitonship Management UT 430pm
Japanese Comprehension examinaiton 720pm

Wed 18/11Business statistic UT 430pm

Fri 20/11 Japanese Listening examinaiton 720pm

Saturday 21/11Japanese Oral examination 250pm

I'm just feeling more stressed about the JLPT on Dec6th

waiting for Ben to sayang me tmr :(
his love is the best medicine, just like the previous time I was sick

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:07 PM

Monday, November 9

ya you see this bruise? big enough?

Its my souvenir from St James Power House last Saturday night

I remembered the pain
The sudden feeling that you're a stranger to me.
I remembered how you painfully tried to put me to sleep
and how you stroked my hair in tears.

I woke up in the middle of a dream, and my eyelashes were wet

I remembered the words, "please don't go

What I can't erase or change is this feeling getting worse

What I can never shake is the feeling of yearning for your adoration

Today's sunset sky is as gentle as you

That time, it wasn't a dream, that cry of "don't go."

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:58 PM

Sunday's our 20th month :)
4 more months to 2 years annivesary !!!!

He cant help being such a dick in photos

and trying to be famous for his wacky sense of humor la
hahhahhas I love him and only him

and I wanna be with no one else but him !

Did I mention that I love guys with this kinda hairstyle !?

he got a new hair cut and I was so excited I keep telling him

Me " EH Eh eh you know I like guys with this kinda hairstyle one not !!??"

Ben " really meh ?"

Me " in chinese its called the Prince hairstyle"

Ben " then how ?"

Me " then I like you more lor ... "

Ben " HAHAHHAHHAS "

I love you :)

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:51 AM

Sunday, November 8

This girl made me waited heng its a birthday if not I would have kan her whole family
see how big is this strawberry pillow courtesy of Charlene and me

And I made her look like a dwarf carrying it around town
wahhahahas

but she sure looks happy :)

I wore my dad's belt hahahhas

he even helped me to wear -.- wth I 19 liao leh

and then I realised,

My Father's love for me,

comes in the form of LV

I want a coach wristlet !!!!!!!!

this is alvin, kelvin their present for xiaomin

so sweet of them, I want one too hello people

buy for me k but I want the bigger one thanks

see it looks so good on me with my belt

my lovely xiaomin who is so lazy to do everything -.-
but I still love her la ! PORK CHOP

And we headed to St James Power House :)

she sucks in all the drinking games la

and we were dancing on the platform

using up alot of energy and being damn high la !

It was damn enjoyable night just that it ended to early

cos we were all damn gone hahhahas !

Okies I gotta go out with Ben now,

Happy 20th Month to King Wabbit and Queen Bunny !!!!

gtg ~

♥ murasakiyukiko

4:11 PM

Friday, November 6

Hey people !!!!!!!
I'll be out with xiaomin tmr to celebrate her birthday
sharing some intimate time being with her and only her
so after shopping, indulging in food and a movie,

We will go clubbin on Saturday night at St James ok people !!??
just msg me or call me and join us k !!!
we are meeting 930 harbour front mrt

anyway why is it a busy week its because I will not only be flooded with sch UTs
but also my Japanese exams are gonna kill all my brain cells !

Tue 12/11
Service quality UT 430pm
Japanese Composition examination 720pm

Mon 16/11
Financial accounting UT 430pm

Tue 17/11
Customer Relaitonship Management UT 430pm
Japanese Comprehension examinaiton 720pm

Wed 18/11
Business statistic UT 430pm

Friday 20/11
Japanese Listening examinaiton 720pm

Saturday 21/11
Japanese Oral examination 250pm

And JLPT is in 30 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 6th Sunday at SMU 220pm
HUAT ar ! xiong liao lor this time -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:10 PM

Charlene's 19th Birthday celebration

We were chilling at WalaWala and headed to butterfac

though the inital plans was to go walawala, double O then zouk
So here's my lovely bimbos celebrating Smart babe Charlene's bdae

Happy Birthday !

Charlene damn eh kan I tell you,

she handled her drinks so well I was so proud of her !

She drank 2 flamming lambo on YC and Cheryl's tab

den there was this uncle that keep wanting us to join him at the VIP

we gace him face cos I think he treat Charlene's the 2nd lambo

but soon left for the public dancefloor, didnt wanna entertain him la

can really see cause with the flash we can see the flames

and without, its too dark to see the rest hahahhas

And she met her sec sch classmate

so we joined them near their table

I think his name is yinzhou

yinzhou's friend

And he tried to tah finish their bottle of Martel

ending up like this hahahhas

and his friend

his friend ...

I was so proud of myself that I went home at 3am plus slept at 4am plus

woke up at 6am plus and I managed to stay in school til 6pm plus !
Disipline ok ! Ben Ben also praised me for being such a good girl :)

This was at her chalet last friday

Her present since she likes cotton on so much WAHAHAHHAS

YC's idea so I just kap in with xiaomin :)

more nicer pictures in YC's camera so I will have to wait for her to upload hahahhas

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:06 PM

Monday, November 2

Monday Blues so I cant help but be late
and after school there was long hours of waiting for the stupid Star SOH photoshoot
I have a strong feeling that my photos this time round wont be used like the previous one

This is Evon and me cam-whoring as we try to pass time.

the bad weather delayed us and there was this facilitator that arranged the buggy for us
when I only jokingly mentioned it as I was too lazy to walk
from one stop centre to Raffles hospitality centre hahhahas
Ask and you shall receive.
Finally worked for once !

Gordon, evon and jessie

I am so happy, you can tell hahhahas Shiokness !

academic staff andrea helped us took this

hahahs the security guard even told us the buggy is normally used only for VIPs

and we all went so high hahhahas

Further shiokness was

Mr Thomas sent us out to the interchange when the shoot ended !!!

Thanks Granpa STORM !

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:19 PM

Sunday, November 1

On Friday I went shopping at Far east with my brother shihao
and the most sickening thing is that
when I have the money there's nothing that caught my eye
and when I'm broke, there;s this urge that I wanna buy the whole shopping mall
-.- was planning to downtown East Halloween event with shihao and xm
then to proceed with Charlene's birthday chalet
but the weather was bad so we head to the chalet straight.

Advance Happy birthday Charlene !

Xiaomin and I got the giftcard for her
Yc's idea cos Charlene loves cotton on so much
kinda style yeah the card?

HALLOWEEN on Saturday !!!!!!!!!
I didnt mean to scare you but this was what my boyfriend wanted to be
Joker nerd. It was kind of a success but nerd doesnt go with joker
and I told him to wipe it off or I will not step outta the house with him

this scared the hell outta us
but sent us laughing endlessly later in the night