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Monday, December 31


2007 is coming to an end

2007 our story is about to close
all the pages have been filled
2008 another story is about to begin ...

yeap... 2007 is ending in just 2 hour's time
reflections for this year ;
well it has been a year that i enjoyed all the luxurious lifestyle
not the very most high-life but almost all of my materialistic needs are met
having money to spend
overseas twice just for luxury purpose ...
however it has been a year filled with my sloth
sleepin at dawn n waking at dusk for more then 75% of the year
& putting in the least effort for my studies...

and my love for ayu re-ignited after being to her concert
it sorta died when her music became not as good as b4
but the love n the feeling at the concert just made me love her more once again
the (miss)understood was a mess but Secret was better
so hopefully Guilty will show more improvement ...
btw i love the new pv Marionette i love the creepiness, emotionless expression
but the ending really turned me off ... its lyk HUH !? lidat nia arh ??

and there you go, I wasted another year of my youth
having no certain goals in life
not even knowing what is that, that i really wanna achieve
or say should i say that i'm not brave enough to reach for it then ?

for this year ...
i greatly felt n have come to understand that
DONT ASK FOR TOO MUCH
BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE

life wld be much happier if I understood that long long ago
PLUS that Savings are important .. so I'll really have to start saving up
that's about it ... I need to spend time thinking bout future
because I've been tasting the sweetness of the past for too much


Marionette

Memories are always beautiful
Its the same in the eyes of everyone

But yes,
All of us actually know
That there is no such thing

Please don't forget
Me, that girl and you

* We were not born to live
Just putting on a mask
And hiding a face
Like the dead

We can look back on the past
Because we passed there
We stopped and stepped forward again

Please remember
Me, that girl and you

We got hurt
Even lost sight of light
And gave up more than once
But still we are here

Now, not for anyone else
with our very own hands

Without fear, let's stnad up
and rip off this mask on us

We were not born to live
Just putting on a mask
And hiding a face
Like the dead



♥ murasakiyukiko
9:48 PM




Tuesday, December 25


I hate still hate Xmas although ...


I think this is a great pic that can depict alot for my mood
for this Xmas ... however it just seems like every Xmas is totally SIANZzzz for me
eventhough I do have things to do,
for the recent years, I just seem to turn down all the party invitations
sorry for being such a spoiler


itsumo kono keishiki hitori ni miteita ...


kirei no tsuki da ne ?


michelle came over lyk 12 plus i think ...
so it became FUTARI no XMAS ...


how to not get fat lidat !!!!????


my messy room with presents all over the place *0* ~ !




my first present this year...
from my aunt... its so cute but its a pjymas
so i guess i'll start wearin this to town ...
Muahhahhahas Its seriously just a joke !



♥ murasakiyukiko
7:26 PM




Sunday, December 23


from ayu's latest (don't) Leave me alone

" 今はひとりでいさせて
だけど ひとりにしないで "

Now leave me alone
but dont leave me alone

so i guess she's in the position that she doesnt know what she wants
or that what she wants is rather ironic then ...
probably its bout tomoya nagase again ???
leave me alone temporarily and not leave me alone Totally ...
hai yo ... tsk tsk tsk ...
is a lil stupid to me lah... but I like the Attitude of the new song



♥ murasakiyukiko
2:45 AM




Friday, December 21


I HATE CHRISTMAS FULL STOP
no joy
no mood
no good happens to me on xmas

xmas nante iranai
xmas nante daikirai

I'm doin alot of nonsense to get things off my mind
yea ... nonsense



♥ murasakiyukiko
11:27 PM




Thursday, December 13


Why am I crying ?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
when will I grow up?
How long can I stay as a child?
Where have I come running from ?
Where am i running to??

I have no place to stay, I couldnt find one
Can I hope for a future, I don't know

Please tell me
When did I become strong ?
When did I felt weak?
How long do I have to wait
for the day i will finally understand ?






I want to be left alone
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me
for this matter, I'm wrong and at fault
this is all that my heart has, I don't need a tomorrow

can I cry as much as I want to ?
Until my tears wither away
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me

I dont even have one regret
I've always been living in the present
So that I dont leave a single trace or footprint.
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished

Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until my voice withers away
The white snow will forgive me for everything
Please.

I spred my arms wide.
I just want to gather the shining snow
But why? Is it so fleeting ...

Can I cry as much as I want to ? Until my tears wither away
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to ? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice wothers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs ?
Until the snow stops.



♥ murasakiyukiko
4:15 PM




Wednesday, December 12


Hong Kong Trip

my sequin ribbon i tied on my luggage




trip made possible by my aunt ( plus family)










fluffy clouds




the Hollywood Hotel in Disneyland
n they have everything with the mickeymouse head
this is at the llift lobby for cigarettes butt


the super long corridor

in the room





from the park in front of the hotel

dunno wat this box for what ...


they had this playroom n i also buay hiao bai go play





their restaurant. Chef Mickey


mickey mouse waffle ( not nice actually, appealing only)




tong ku xie zai lian shang
i told u not nice rt???
( no la, she's rather in a bad mood that mornin)

my breakfast on 7 Dec




its all made of chocolate


the real mistletoe

the park again ( in the mornin)
the mickeymouse bench


Red Pants !!!





Disneyland !!




tickets


giantic x'mas tree


mini train station



from inside the train, moving towards Fantasyland station





Dumbo the Flying Elephant




Cinderella Carousel





my graceful prancing horse



The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh



Mad Hatter Tea Cups

Mickey's PhilharMagic



Basically its a 3-D theater
with the help of the glasses, the motion picture that we viewed
became very much alive n " 3-D-fied "
inside, on the back of the seats, they'll spray water,
have wind blew right into our faces
yup... according to the short movie storyline
Sleeping Beauty's Castle

this pic above is currently serving as my wallpaper



cinderella's coach
my favourite Disney princess Snow White
this is Belle The Beauty from Beauty & the Beast

her smile's rather stiff though
Snow White Grotto

Supposedly the well where she sings



a gift shopp selling Gift items with winnie the pooh
this is where i bought most of your presents


this is a coin machine whereby u insert a HKD coin
n there're 3 designs to choose from winnie the pooh, eeyore n tigger
and they'll print it on a bronze coin for u as sovernior
they have mikeymouse ones too at other places
but I only love POOH !!
guess who i met outside the caslte ???
Princess Aurora
yea apparently Sleeping Beauty wasnt sleeping



At Main Street USA
Plaza Inn
a place serving Cantonese cuisine







super nice rt ???
winnie the pooh !
at the entrance/exit
outside the hotel ( window)

later at night




OMG fucking chio rt !!??
Diamantes !!!!
2nd day we met Alice in Disneyland


Marie
Cinderella ... ... ella ... ella ... A.. A ...
MY FAVOURITE PRINCESS
SNOW WHITE !!!!

i was so excited can !!!??
i shouted and ask if i can hug her not
my aunt n the staff just burst out laughing
n Snow White was like " oh yes !! "



WINNIE THE POOH !!!!!!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU !!!











grochy children at Times Square ...
hahhahas
the trip was fun
just that i wanted to shop more
didnt had enough time
didnt had enough money...
well its ok since its my 2nd time to HK ...
next time mayb, maybe ...
going home ...
ah mei being comfy with her na na & hamtaro
n that smelly piece of gai gai


my ever so sweet ah mei
i shldnt be in this mood
but i need sth to get my mind distracted
wahahhahahs
n LIFE GOES ON !!!



♥ murasakiyukiko
3:49 PM




Thursday, December 6


bye peepx !
will be back by monday evening
5 plus...

yo yo yo !!!!
hong kong here i come again !!!!!!!!
SHOPPING + EATING
SHOPPING EATING SHOPPING EATING
yea i remb there was this tourism board thingy promoting
it was on tv commercial, asking us to go hong kong
then u see a bunch of 4 girls having fun
n the tagline is
" xiang gang , jiu shi, mai dong xi,chi dong xi,mai dong xi chi dong xi "
or sth lyk that hahahhas


muacks ~ !



♥ murasakiyukiko
1:51 AM




Tuesday, December 4


yea yea yeah !!!

FLYING OFF THIS THURSDAY AFTERNOON !!!
do hope i enjoy myself this trip -.-

was out with xiaomin ytd to walk around
yea i miss xiaomin n her xiaomindity (xiaomin + stupidity)
the places that i've been deprived off since exam period
and seriously i cant survive without takin cab
eversince the 2nd semster of my sch
i used to take cab all the time in sec3/4 too but not long distance
now, i juz dont care ... I JUST WANNA TAKE CAB
young ppl nowadays ... anyhow waste money

i'm so bored at home that half of my luggage was alrdy packed
on sunday nite - early monday mornin....
cos i was at my aunt's on sun nite to kpo
then i saw her packin n that i've got nth to do at home so ya ...





the one and only never-changing thing
we saw and believed in,
but the two of us felt it was changing.
we took a step away
yet, another step away
so as not to be hurt ... ...



♥ murasakiyukiko
5:39 PM