murasaki yukiko の日記

Friday, November 30

I'm Free !!!!

now that i'm free of the exams
i have 13 more days to live until the results are out
so before that i will live to the fullest !!!
i'm waiting for $ to drop from the sky
before anyone asks me out
hai ya ...

7 more days to Hong Kong !
been there before, the previous time i bought 10 000 stuff from there
n had beautiful memories with my dad plus his weird fwens n my relatives
this time i'll be gettin myself 1 million stuff then ... -.-

ASK ME OUT PLS !!!!!!!

I'm Loving this for now,

I wanted to say " thank you "
I couldnt say " thank you "
Because it's like " good-bye for ever "
and its too sad

Maybe I shall be be born again to be myself someday
And start a journey to seek for you

I wanted to say " I love you "
I couldnt say " I love you "
But I felt that it was both my biggest lie
and the truth

Even if I'm born again to be someone else
I'll start a journey to seek for you

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:38 AM

Saturday, November 24

there's this thing that i have to share
i cant stand the fact that this sch that i was so keen to joinin
turns out to be such a disappointment :'(

i mean like first was the retaking of a subject
just 1 subject costs $600 that's still not so bad
then if you'd have to fail one subject twice
then BYE you're outta the sch

i thought that was probably somethin to scare us
cause i haven't seen anyone that got kicked out of the sch
as most of the ppl i know of that I hadnt seen in semester 2
they withdrawn out of their own will
n not by the sch
TODAY, i found out somethin very nasty that happened
so i was seriously upset
n horrified over the fact that one of classmate got terminated by the sch
n it was very serious
my clsmate had to go through alot of appealin
but i think to date ... to no avail ... ...

what happened to him was that
firstly, he got barred from the examinations
due to his attendance not meeting up to 75%
so he went to appeal( using medical condition, but was rejected)
the sch had to tell him that they lost his maths assigments
for your information, these assigments are the sole contributions
to our CA marks n its damn important ! ! !
PLUS PLUS, its not our fault that you You YOU had lost my assignments
so how dare you award him a FAIL !?
THEN, here comes
the management send my clsmate a letter of termination
meaning he wont be coming back ANYMORE ...
though i'm not very close with this clsmate of mine
but its damn unfair
if they can do that to him
it means that one day CHOY CHOY CHOY
they suay suay wanna pick on anyone of us also can right !?
this is so unreasonable !!!!
the attendance is my clsmate's fault lah
but how do they explain the assigments ???

there's no way i can afford to not make it for maths
TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD !!!!
terminated that mean no where to go le
my dad is not that rich lah
n i dont wanna get "kan bu qi" by my family
puttin all the stress on me
that i have to make it to university cos im the first grandchildren
n what fuck what fuck lah ....
i'm desperately seekin help for maths
but yah .. not say i last min
i have been askin but ppl just dont like me
so what can i do bout it
ya la i'm not their responsibility n its not their fault or wat
i've always been so not confident bout my maths ...
so i needed someone to help all the time mah...

everything sucks lah

i seriously cant think bout wat i can do if i get kicked out
cos i dont see any future in myself

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:06 PM

Thursday, November 22

SUPER STUCK WITH THIS CURRENTLY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdTTa0Q91_w

永遠の花 (towa no hana) by 石田燿子
for 蓝より青し Ai yori Aoshi

淡く咲いた　花の香を
残し　季節は過ぎます
雨もあがり　空に雲
青い風が　そよいでる
今日　明日とふたりが
歩く　時の傍らで
変わらずに　揺れている
思い出が　あります

永遠を　永遠を
咲いても　枯れない
この胸の　ときめきは　尽きない
誰よりも　誰よりも
あなたを　見つめて
果てしなくこの気持ち
ずっと…

あの日　ふたり出逢ったのは
世界中で　幾度めに
おきた奇跡　なのでしょう
誰に感謝　すればいい
ああ　あなたの未来が
きっと私には　似合うと
そう　言えない夜もある
泣きそうに　なるけど

永遠を　永遠を
過ぎても褪せない
風のなか　空の下　待つの
信じたら　信じたら
あなたの　笑顔が
わたしの花になるから
きっと…

永遠を　永遠を
咲いても　枯れない
この胸の　ときめきは　尽きない
誰よりも　誰よりも
あなたを　見つめて
果てしなくこの気持ち
ずっと…

(its funny like in the anime titles, their kanji all is the super chimm de)
i thought the name of the song was
"eien no hana"
lyk the start of the chorus " eien wo eien wo ... "
piang! no wonder it was so difficult for me to find the song
its " towa no hana" for dunno what reasons -.-
too chimm for me to understand lah

this song like the anime is SUPER SWEET i tell you
i started watchin kinda late from after ep7
then the behind is rather sian
so when to check out the startin few ep
n its super sweet i tell you, makes you feel like in love too
hahahhas PLUS PLUS PLUS the female lead is damn cute
n too good to be true ( so therefore its anime you see... -.- )

♥ murasakiyukiko

2:01 PM

Tuesday, November 20

down with gastric flu
i dont know how i got it
my ah ma keep sayin
" orh bi lo dont wanna eat rice but u keep having cold drinks tidbits n ice-cream"
true what .... ice-cream's nicer than rice rt?
i went to check it out at wiki
here's the link
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gastric_flu
damn scary can ?

k, but seriously it was a very awful period
1st day(friday)
i cldnt even get outta bed; you wont have the strength to
all u wanna do is to SLEEP, u wont bother bout eating computer n whatever
i was really so pale my grandparents had to drag me to the clinic
that's only the starting - 1st stage nia hor !
2nd is vomit vomit vomit
3rd no appetite but u get to have some rest
4th the worst VOMIT PLUS DIARRHEA

k i'm better now
struggled in sch ytd with the vomit n diarrhea
but it wasnt so bad alrdy

i cld still go to Taka with yc to get my shu uemura eyelash glue
(yet to try it out cos i heard from yc its good)
n continued to walk around with michelle
(yea guess what? my new maid's called michelle too)
i wanted to get new shoes but lyk all so ugly
i got a new pair of lashes too from face shop
its the type that i lyk, those that are short at the insides
n gets longer when nearer to the ends

I WILL SAVE $ FOR MYSELF TO SPLURGE HONG KONG

♥ murasakiyukiko

2:53 PM

Sunday, November 11

tegoshi no tanjobi des !

lyk it has got anything to do with me
nvm
just wanna do some updates unlyk xiaomin
her post are so - short lyk this dash
and she updates on a 10 000 years basis?
wanna read something to know more oso diff
but nvm cos STUDENTS ARE BUSY LIFELESS SHIT !

exams are in 2 weeks' time startin from 26 to 28
life's sad, FUCK Maths

i wanna get my hair extensions (hopefully tgt with Cheryl)
my stupid eyelash glue dried up so i can finally get the shu uemura ones
n that i shall start saving $$$$ for hong kong trip
cos i wanna shop til i drop there

I WILL BE A BETTER PERSON !
I WILL LISTEN MORE !
SO THAT PPL WILL LISTEN TO ME AS WELL

was tellin huan li bout the extension that's $1/small bunch
at its at city plaza which was what Elle had told me
so huan li's reply was like ' really arh ? '

then cheryl got her hair extended, huan li always has 1 coloured extension
from the middle of no where in her hair ...
so she went to ask cheryl where/when/how much ?

cheryl : $1/ strand at cityplaza
huan li :HUH!? really ar other day bring me go leh~ !!!
yukiko : FUCK YOU LAH HUAN LI
that day i just told you the same thing
and you didnt even asked me to go
then now you ask cheryl bla bla bla .... ( goes on with vulgarities)
huan li : What !? WHERE GOT ??? I DIDNT HEAR LO
YC : yes you did i was there too n you replied yukiko ' really arh? '

2nd time was that YC was sayin gameplan the movie was Great
then huan li came back after the weekend saying Game plan was amazing
asking that we shld go n watch too
YC was so irritated by huan li i told u the other say it was nice liao
huan li : where got i didnt hear los ....

3rd time
k this time wasnt hunali but we've alrdy concluded that she's deaf
charlene was very happy that she watched gameplan
n that she ask yc " you watch alrdy not ??? very nice noe ???? "
yc " eeeee yer u're huan li no.2 noe that day i alrdy say liao "

............
................

so i guess my grp of dear bimbos are just deaf
but there's a higher possibility that they're living in ther world of their own

what's wrong man ????

STRESSED !!!

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:08 PM

Friday, November 9

FOR 051107
Happy Bdae to ANIS

happy 21st !

look at her cheeky smile

the cake

the present

the food

the bimbo -.-

let me share sth...
some days ago jelli was tellin me n i forgot who
that Lauren is the soft-spoken n very demure girl
but she'll do this dunny eeeek yaaaaaaaakkk eeeeeeehhhhhhhkkkkkk squeek
that i thought sounded lyk a horse or ... i dunno how to describe

so i was lyk NOOOooooooooooo LAUREN DONT n DIDNT ever do that
but it happened right infront of me so i cldnt deny much

Anis " eh lauren the cream fallin on yr top"
Lauren " eeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhkkkkkkkkk "
Jelli " DID YOU HEAR THAT !?!?!?! SEE !!! I TOLD YOU ! u all wldnt believe"

everyone jux kept laughin n we all almost died laughin there
you have to hear it for yrself and you'll see how funny it is

as for Lauren, she cld have died of embarrassment

the GU NIANGS

hey sorry peeeps
it turn out that pics from my cam are rather blur
so ya wait til cheryl sends me the photos

i'm stress i'm stress i'm stress
Life's sad enough when you're not rich
n you happened to be a $-sucking school
surrounded by rich ppl and temptations of the luxury brands
oh god

i know dont compare
if you're in my situation
i doubt you can do any better ....
plus the maths thingy aint doin any gd to my mood ya
The worst part is having harmless irritations beside you
Like a splinter, it wont kill you but irritate you to the max !
can someone juz find me some motivation to carry on?

SAKAE buffet today at Raffles with yc huan li , me n Elle
i walked back from the mrt station
cos i swear its gonna take me 1 mth to digest the food ... -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:32 PM

Sunday, November 4

HAPPY BDAE TO XIAOMIN

tanjobi omedato !!!!
ima wa ju-nana sai des yo !!!
so i was planning to let a few of us go to k-box
but i kept lying to xiaomin that its only me n her watchin movie
so yea its was very difficult for me to talk to the guys to ask where they were
cos she's beside me then i dont want to let her know juz yet

then finally at cine basement 1
she wanted to buy this icecream then i say okay u go theni buy the tickets
then i cld call the guys to standby upstairs at the escalator
so i pretended i bought the tickets n we're gg up to walk walk first
then BOO !! xiaomin got shocked

she was really at a lost for words but she remembered to eat her ice-cream !?
xiaomin = siao min????

wanna see what craziness we did ?

the bes part is the last part !!!!

5th bdae with her ...

then you see our chao ah beng chairman

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turned to be a Rap STAR !!! yo yo Chance in da hse yo !

my dear weili with 1 brain cell p.s sorry that i keep callin u huan li today
n my beloved felina NA NA ( the jap way dont worry)

see their chemistry ?

Chuuux ~ ! i love you !!

n so finally i vlog ;
this is PURE ENTERTAINMENT YO !

this is gd singing with ppl's gao siao in the middle

chance: she chang de?

weili: xu she me mei de

chance: xu chun mei arh ! ?

WHAHAHHAHAHS

xu mei zhen ? Xu Mei Jing LAH !

this is grp singin gone crazy

then u'll be wonderng why 17-year-olds are singing this kinda song

yea.. the first chorus was everyone was high ya

then this is a story of a girl pursuing her dreams of being a singer

but it turn out that she cant stop being a comedienne

(the song is yume no uta, n p.s. i didnt chao geng, i wore black shorts inside

n i dunno where the white came from)

thank you thank you

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:35 PM

Thursday, November 1

this is why some times, we cant finish project ? ? ?

card stacking competition ...
Huan Li was leading

and she's very happy bout it

till YC pick up her speed ...

and huan li started to run outta cards

then they decided not to be so competitive
abd recollided with their differences
they combine forces to bulid a bigger hse instd of a tower ...

ok i'm finally like done with ALL of the projects EXCEPT maths
i'm lyk so dont have the time to do simple things i want
how sia.. wanna get an ear-piece is so so difficult ...

i feel so vexed ...
i have so many things to do
n so little time
n by the time i reach home after a whole fucking day
i still get reprimanded for going hsopping til late
I WISH
but it really hurt alot after having a hard day
n the first thing I get when I'm hoping that home will bring me some ' an wei '
I get scolded ... ... for all the things I didnt do

dare ga tatsuke te kurasai !?
konna kangi, doshite itumo no yoo ni ?
konna no kurushi, doshita kiena ii ?

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:26 PM