Sunday, October 28

crying in a corner is my solution

was chattin with jun on fri nite
yea so long didnt chat with him
i remb we used to talk on the phone
til my batt run out
then we'll use our home phone to call
till his home phone(cordless) ran outta bad
then back to h.phone again...

yea i realise my solutions to major problems
is to just hide in my room n cry
but all these cryin will eventually help to clam myself down
so ya ... in the end it will turn out to be alrite
though all i do is to cry (whereby i refuse to cry infront of others)
but then i'll reason out to myself til everything's alrite
i'm consider to be ' leng jing ' type
after all the crying i wont even give a damn bout that person or that damn thing

then on sat i realise i seriously keep my emotions to myself
although i do show that i'm disturbed
but then again i try so hard to pretend there's nothing
to then go home n cry myself to sleep
i'm a very gd example of what we say ' cheng qiang '

this pretend
its to the extend that laughing hurts

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n so, there's this guy that keeps callin me
asking me where am i what am i doin that kinda fuck
all usin private number, n i think its the same mother fucker
that has msged quite a number of times
so whenever i ask who is he
he'll continue to ask where u what u doin ...
IF YOU WANT ME TO FEEL PISSED
YEA I AM NOW SO R U HAPPY ?
i mean like, this guy is damn pathetic
i know he's a guy cos he called qutie a couple of times
n dont ask me why i still stupidly pick up the call
cos whenever its a private number my phone says "Witheld"
n i'll think its my dad callin cos he uses private number as well
so this sicko need to seek professional help
COS YOU'RE SUPER UBER SICK IN THE MIND
AND THE FACT THAT YOU'RE LIVING A MISERABLE PATHETIC MEANINGLESS LIFE
SO U MIGHT AS WELL JUMP DOWN 36-STOREY N GO DIE !!!

so i guess i made myself clear enough
you're not my friend
n i seriously have no idea how this idiot got my number
n what kinda mental problem he is suffering from

so to that sicko ... i've got to tell u this
i'll look up the newspaper everyday hoping to see news of you okay ?
like under the obituary section
or so the headline reads "bian tai shao nian tiao lou zi sha "
that kinda stuff

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:40 PM

Wednesday, October 24

some camwhore pics i took before gg to sch today
after i slowly get done
i dunno why this time i merely stood at the bus stop for less than 1 min
there comes a cab
usually this time i have to wait lyk 10 mins???
and thanks to the FAST driver i was so early
and everyone came 20mins later

i mean ya its gd i dont have to wait too long
n the cab uncle dont anyhow drive
but all these when i wanted to slowly take my time ??
dots .. damn idiot

messy hair





while i was messin up my hair in the sch toliet
my clsmate told me
' wah zou kuang ye lu xian arh ? '
wahahhahas

what was the cost of the most expensive calender u ever bought ??



mine's $55
(yes i'm crazy... no la cos i nv bought her official calendar b4 so y not try try lo)


and I DONT LIKE YOU !!!
be more responsible ya?
grown up my dear u're a BIG girl now...

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:04 AM

Sunday, October 21

I have been so Lonely

i just realised i have been so lonely
whatever then

~ i came, to be born alone into this world
i came alone, to live on all on my own
i will carry on to live this way
because that's the way i thought it should be ~



did you guys forget that i'm some kinda notable
" ear-piece DESTROYER? "
yea, i think it was on wed that i broke my right ear-piece
the thingy just broke into 2 but the wire is still attached
so i can still use it

soon, there goes my 3rd ear-piece
woo ~ hooooo ! i'll get a pink or purple one then -.- '"


my cheapo F21 glasses

n yC's expensive agnes b glasses that i cant afford ....

sometimes i cldnt understand ...
if u can pronounce the name of that brand so accurately
it doesnt make u a better person u noe?
so dont gimme that all so cocky look ya..
u can tell me that when yr fwen corrected yr pronunciation
how pai sei and embrassed it was
then so why didnt u spared a thought for my feelings then ?

♥ murasakiyukiko

4:50 PM

have been pretty occupied this week
ya all the projects/assignments due dates are clusters within these few weeks
and thanks to the SIM mgmnt
whoever the person, who's ingeniously came out with such a time slot for us
2-5pm mon-sat
JUST HOW THE FUCK ARE WE ABLE TO DO PROJECT WORK !?
brainless useless toads -.-

ok ya ... me money si bei not enough
like i said previously,
i thought this semester would be a money saving sem
since i couldnt really go shoppin
but some bimbo had to spend $$ on cab fare
sure ... dumb los wat to do


i want more time to sleep !!!
oh i so so wanna slp as much as i do
like durin my super long holidays from mid nov '06 to jun '07


i shall go study !





if you really want to do it
you wouldnt be making such excuses ....

come on stop being so childish
you should have gotten over with that phase of growing up
why be such a whining ass ???

♥ murasakiyukiko

1:35 AM

Saturday, October 13

thur was my ah ma bdae


my gu gu, ah bee, mei mei,ah ma n aunty
u see mei mei keep starin at the cake

2nd pic still starin at the cake


dunno why my ah ma juz love this cake only

my naughty cousin ... camwhorin lyk teenage gals so vain -.-








my turn to camwhore

myboots myboots my boots my boots my boots!
say i to my knee high boots !!!


makes my legs look longer rt ?





the boots can be folded down to show the knees

sorry for the pass fwe pic-less post
cos my cam wasnt with me n i was too lazy to use it anyway ...

♥ murasakiyukiko

2:03 PM

Tuesday, October 9

my words hurts alot

yes, by now all of you shld have known
how i "kill" ppl with my poison tongue n hurtful words ...

bought more skinny jeans with xiaomin ytd
n the malay lady was super nice to give us such a great offer !
yup.. i bought hot pink n red n got my aunty to alter for me today
no so sure if she can finish by today though
ok then we went to acc xue er in her shop til she knocks off
super duber guilty cos i made her cry again
i mean lyk, i noe i'm mean
but u all noe that i dont really mean to hurt anyone
i'm juz lyk that
but i didnt noe she'd cry so fast n so easily
but xue er i'm really sorry k ?

so to the ppl out there, dont piss me off
cos you shld know how much my words hurt !

n today i'm super angry with the cab inccident to sch ok
obviously it takes 2 hands to clap
n i'm of course at fault lah
but dont u think u have a part to play ???
1st u had to let a girl wait 15 mins
2nd u had to waste my time n b late for sch
when i alrdy told u it'll take about 1 hr to reach sch from here PLUS fetch cheryl
3rd after a girl had to apologise 3 times to no avail
i dont think u got balls de los
cant say its yr fault cos u cant control when vincent cld get on a cab
but why didnt u tell vincent that we had to fetch cheryl as well
in which it will defintely take a longer time ?
n why not even a word outta yr mouth n juz ignored me throughout ?
i mean i was very fast at apologising k
i straight away apologised when i saw u buay song alrdy hor
for my standard that's gd enuff cos i cld have slapped u on the spot
so xiao qi de nan ren 1st time see sia

♥ murasakiyukiko

5:59 PM

Sunday, October 7

MONEY ISSUE

i dont really need alot of money

but i seriously WANT alot alot of them !

hai ya...

when will my papa be rich ?

when will I be rich ??

hmmm ...

anyone wanna donate $ for me

u're damn welcome noe?

cos i got so fuckin many things i wanna buy

idiot

tmr got maths again

I WANT A CHAUFFEUR !

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:50 PM

Saturday, October 6

QUEEN of Cabs

the Queen of cab is none other then my lovely number 1 bimbo YC los
hahhas ... but seriously I've NEVER SEEN HER TAKE BUS
or mayb juz this 3 times
once was with charlene n I i forgotten where we were headin
then 2nd was for once she felt lyk takin bus
then the 3rd time was a big grp of my clsmate
we were headin towards HQ

ok but that's not what i'm tryin to say for today's post
for this 1st week of sch, FYI i need to walk some distance after alighting at the bus stop
therefore, now that my lessons starts at 2
the sun in the noon is too harsh for me to take
and here's the thingy
i havent been walkin there for the whole week !
guessed it by now ?
yea i have been takin cab to sch the WHOLE WEEK !
from tampines all the way there took me $17+
but i didnt really do so everyday
only a few, the rest of the days i took bus halfway n then took cab
plus I took cab home 1 day with the girls
i calculated i spent $48.30 on cab this week
that's so so the OMG
but seriously lah
in the afternoon its far too hot n i cant take it
somemore need to walk in there ...

mayb YC infected me her cabbin fetish
but yea.. i enjoy the comfort of a taxi ALOT
n i dont lyk all the staring ppl do on buses
cos previously it was the workin society
that always have a long face
n now its all the aunties ...
today was the WORST ...
its saturday afternoon so all our beloved foreign workers are onboard 67
plus the uncles the aboard at all the Lorongs from geylang
they STINK SUPER LOTS !!!
n there was this uncle
some white grey black oily hair lecherous fucker
wa lau eh he lyk 10000 yrs no water to bath sia !!!

damn damn chee bye
i'm beginning to hate bus rides
but u all noe that i lyk to take long bus rides
n just listen to my mp3 n daydream cos i lyk to stone alot
the change of timin really made me change my mind

I'm a cab lover now !

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:52 PM

Thursday, October 4

updates !

i wanted to get a fwe items from far east
so ytd i ask xm to go shoppin wit me ...


i super the love this pic so i bought the mag
although i've always loved Vivi compared to Cawaii

i bought Donuts too !!!

damn cute rt ?
the pink one is LOVE okay !



lessons've been okay so far, though i dont like the maths that's involved
but the few lecturers that i got this sem, they're rather fussy ppl
that have NO tolerrance for the slightest things
meno pause lah what to do ?
as a person they're nice n friendly
but they're really fussy
they expect all from us ya...

an interestin thing i feel like sharing ...
so my business com lecturer was sayin
now n here, when we say the word ' quite "
e.g quite a beautiful girl
it means that she's probably 6 outta 10
but if you say that to an English man
the word quite used to, n still mean sth like " very very extremely "
so the ' quite beautiful girl ' will be 12 outta 10
so juz imagine the disappointment he gets when he sees the girl -.-

ok pls stop all the nice names that u're callin me
cos dont you see ??
if a friendship is always descirbe as gd as possible
but in real fact its not how u describe it as ...
ITS REALLY A PHONY
dont have to thank me all the time n all the lip service
in the emd i realise that anything that was planned
for us to go out or do sth tgt
it was never done but a empty promise u made
n then if you've really made it
it was because u wanted me to accompany you to get sth or buy sth
do you realise ??????
dont say until our relationship has been so long n how gd bla bla
when it comes to gg out with yr fwens
i'm not those lil few that you think of ...

its juz so so true , now that i've come to think about it

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:10 PM

Tuesday, October 2

Ayu !! tanjobi omedeto !!!

hohoho !!!
today's my goddess' bdae
wahahhahas
super high for dunno wat reason ...

n why am i here at this time
cos i woke up too early n prepared too fast
so now i'm all ready but cant leave the hse cos its far too early
my lessons starts at 2 so i'll leave the hse n 1230 ....
sian rt .. .

last nite i slept at 10pm !!!!!
the last time i did that was in ... primary sch ???
OH GOD !
nah cos i was super tired after a long day
n the fact that i got to get use to the sch time table
after holidays ... so yah ...

alrites
i'll go find things to do...

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:55 AM

Monday, October 1

happy children's day !

yea i'm not considered a children ten thousand years ago
but the share the joy man!!!
wahahhhas
see happiness from the little things in life

~ the art of being happy lies in the power of extractin happiness from common things ~

though it doesnt concern you at all
but why always so serious n look so unfriendly ?
although it may appear that i'm silly person bein " laugh at "
but it feels gd when i make the ppl around me happy
however it only goes to a certain extent

sch's a lil tiring cos its been almost 11 months
since i last stayed in sch for more then 7 hrs
cos on monday n fri i have to take maths
so its from 9.30am to 5pm
EXCLUDIN travellin time up to 3hrs n 15mins
but luckily there's a 1.5hrs break in between
so not really that long a day ...

anyway tmr is OCT 2ND !!!!!!!

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:50 PM