Thursday, September 27

talkin' 2 myself

何を求めて 彷徨うのか
旅路の果てに 何が見たい?
君は一体 何に怯えて
何をそんなに 嘆いている?

その瞳に映るものに頭を
支配されそうになっていると言うのなら
心の声を聞くんだ

現実はいつだって悪戯に僕達を振り回す
だけどほらその中に君だけの答えがそう隠れてる
満たされない想いがもし
あるのならそれは君自身の手で
創られたもの

君は一体 何処へ行けば
本当の笑顔 見つけられる?
その場しのぎの快楽の後
訪れる反動を覚悟したふりをした
現実逃避はもう終わり


情報が誘惑が溢れてるこんな時代だからこそ
僕達はそれぞれの
選択をして行くべきなのだろう
破壊する事により
創造は生まれるという事を
君は知ってる?

現実はいつだって悪戯に僕達を振り回す
だけどほらその中に君だけの答えがそう隠れてる
満たされない想いがもし
あるのならそれは君自身の手で
創られたもの

情報が誘惑が溢れてるこんな時代だからこそ
僕達はそれぞれの
選択をして行くべきなのだろう
破壊する事により
創造は生まれるという事を
君は知ってる?

What are you wandering for?
What do you want to see at the end of the journey?
Whatever are you scared of ?
And what are you sighing over so much?

If say your mind is about to be controlled
By the things reflected in your eyes,

Listen to the voice in your heart


The reality always makes us run for nothing
But look your own answer is hiding in it
If you feel unsatisfied
This is what you have made by your own hands

Wherever should you go
To find a true smile?
I pretended to be ready for the negative feelings
That would come after makeshift pleasures
I end up escaping from reality

Just because this is the age full of information and temptations
We should make the choices of our own
Do you know that creation only comes after destruction ?


The reality always makes us run for nothing
But look your own answer is hiding in it
If you feel unsatisfied

This is what you have made by your own hands



Just because this is the age full of information and temptations
We should make the choices of our own
Do you know that creation only comes after destruction ?



I'M SUPER IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG

~ if you feel unsatisfied

this is what you have made by your own hands ~



& super in love with those phrases in bold

if you'd asked me why do I like ayu so much
its her lyrics that attracted me so much ...
it all started with A Song for XX
her lyrics in that song made it clear to me
that i wasnt the only in this world who felt that way
who felt that i was so helpless
n how the adults around me made me feel unease
so for stupid fools out there

SHE WRITES ALL THE LYRICS FOR HER SONGS

its rather common in japan that singers write their own lyrics

if you cared more or have the kinda passion i have
you will come to understand
to you the lyrics might mean nth
but its not the same when someone just pop in
n pen down lyrics that are so close to the emotions you once felt
only til then,
it is special ...

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:07 PM

Good Bye Long Nails
& Hi ! to jane nails

jane as in plain jane k ...

so ytd was chinatown town n tm with xue er
n today's bugis...
so i went to remove all my acrylics extentions cos after sometime
i get sick of it
you know, i love changes, drastic changes on my nails
so now its all short short nails
n its very weird when i look at them,
it comes to me that my nails belong to someone else
i was thinkin that i would type so much faster
now that the acrylics are gone
but hey, that's not the case
i got too used to the existence of my super long nails
i cldnt reach the key 'cos i'd previously use them to type
so its kinda 'botak' n weird now that the tips of my fingers
cld actually reach the surface of the keyboard
in summary,
i type even slower now !

pics from ytd


xue er is crazy with this pic

super bright i know ...

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:52 PM

Tuesday, September 25

zhong qiu jie

zhong qiu jie kuai le !!!
i'm kinda too old for it ya, i know i know
but i feel like " kpo-ing" with lanterns n candles

wahahhahhas
me goin to HK .. yeah yea ...
but GOD BLESS ME cos iim gg with the horrible children
ok.. so from now onwards I HAVE to start saving $$
thinkin bout saving $$
i think i nid to change a new wallet
this wallet i have currently it " jinx " my fortune n luck
you see,
i'm thinkin too much n being paranoid again
its just that i'm not rich at all during this period that
i'm using this wallet so it leads to my weird logic that it " bad luck "

yea.. then back in sec2 i cld really save alot of $$
i jus wont spend them n WILL save $$
i dont really remb how i manage to do that







その瞳に映るもの頭を
支配されそうになっていると言うのなら
心の声を聞くんだ ...

現実はいつだって
悪戯に僕達を振り回す
だけどほらその中に君だけの答えがそう隠れてる
満たされない想いがもし
あるのならそれは君自身の手で
創られたもの

情報が誘惑が
溢れてるこんな時代だからこそ
僕達はそれぞれの選択をして行くべきなのだろう
破壊する事により
創造は生まれるという事を
君は知ってる ???

♥ murasakiyukiko

5:06 PM

Monday, September 24

last week of my holidays

then i'm gonna be spending this week to wait for $$ to drop from the sky

have been gettin this feelin eversince mulin constantly
cldnt make it for the 4 of us to get tgt ...
yea, i'm being very paranoid thinkin that ,
" hmm .. she doesnt wanna go out with me "
or " oh, i think she DOESNT wanna be seen with me "
if you think i'm not gd enough to be with you... its rather fine you know

i'm a paranoid person..
i'll keep thinkin bout this n that
n my thoughts run very WILD
in other words,
you can say that i'm suffering from a serious case of mental illness
which i myself is very agreeable to it ...

yes i'm going nuts ...
or mayb not ?
maybe ppl really dont wanna be with me
caus i know i'm very undesirable
I know myself very well de ok ...

ok so tmr's zhong qiu jie
at my age we dont go around caryin lanterns
ok ok we play with candles n wax larh hor ....
so ... i lookin forward to doin so
but damn pai sei to do that at my age only

i've been thinkin whether or not to send her my regards on her bdae
cos given the fact that she doesnt wanna talk to me much
n also that i think to much into a particular situation
i'lll go lyk " hey happy bdae ... haven talk much yea .. but u take care k "
WHAT IF she goes " thanks ... "
n THAT'S ALL ?
worst case senario = she doesnt even bother to reply ?
alrites watever.. since she had alrdy not wish to be in contact with me for so long


n bout that bitch who had taken my boots
where got ppl sia until dunno that she' wearin boots someone else had ordered ?
somemore my boots is last pair from the tw supplier
evne after yr refunding, i dont see how its gonna help
ok lah i know i'm damn hyporcrite
when i was emailin her my tone was exactly opp
its lyk i was so well-mannered n polite
but come to think of it now
i'm really gonna flare up
that's y for the tone now ...
very the KNNBCCB noe ...

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:22 PM

Saturday, September 22

bills that i cant pay

this is so so sian
" money not enough "

things that i have to pay
- i'm owin Na Na $12
- $55 for the ayu calender (ordered)
-classic pedicure $26
( the cuticles that have accumilated is killin me)
- manicure$8+extentions$70+BLING nail art$80
( its time i do sth to those acrylic extentions)

PLUS
i still wanna go shoppin with xue er ...

n i'm still very sad at the loss of my tigh high boots
they have the exact same thingy at mondo
BUT they're sellin it at $79.90
whereby i cld have got it at $24.10
u see the diff ?

one thing that's Great
i dont have to pay my hp bills, internet bills n etc

i'm going off to wait for money to drop off from the sky ~

♥ murasakiyukiko

6:18 PM

Swimmin is GooD

yea swimmin is gd
it really makes u damn tired n damn hungry after that
xue er damn on the los
ask her casually n she really makes it
eventhough she doesnt really noe how to swim
she really made the effort to join me
n not juz make empty promise

n we saw this Ladies Gym that avaliable on mon 2-4 pm
so we were like
" COME LET'S GO ! "
yea we 2 abit 'haywire"
this week i've been hangin around alot with xue er
n yea... we've been gg strong even after so long

i wanna go chinatown to buy all those funny stuff
to make my stationeries look damn GIRLY
u noe, all those blings that are alrdy on my hp, camera, mp3
I'M JUST GONNA ADD MORE !!!
crazy girl

nails since 18/09/107


my camera not with me so cant take a better one
ps ps


once again i fall in love with this song
愛のかたまり ai no katamari
by KinKi Kids
composed by Domoto Koichi
lyrcis written by Domoto Tsuyoshi
released back in 2001
but since it came back in the compilation ' 39 '
its toppin my most played list currently

♥ murasakiyukiko

1:10 AM

Thursday, September 20

what i've been doin

nth much for me to do lately

went shoppin with daddy n ah bee on tue
yc met my dad n i cant believe how well they click n they were lyk talkin all the way
n wld u believe wat yc said to my dad
" uncle u shld ask her to get a bf, the boys in our sch very gd lookin de noe ? "
mayb my dad was too young n too hip til she forgotten that he's MY DAD
she actually said that to my dad lehx... that crazy bimbo

wed was ikea with xue er
n i SINED !
i ate 2-3 spoons of rice !!!
thanks to the temptation of their curry chicken
woah ... i even ate the meatballs
so altogether.. i might have put on the 3 pounds that i lost
oh god ... what have i done ?

oh n they currently overstocked the $9.90 almost full length mirror
everytime i was there its no where to be seen n FINALLY it appeared

I want this Bed !

jus when will i get $259 ???
i will as soon as i get my pay..
the money is no where near me n i can say all of it will be gone

as for today,
i woke up at 5.45PM .. how great of me rt ?
xue er wanted to ask me got town in the mornin
so i was half awake n half asleep n msged her
sorry i still wanna slp
n ended up wakin so so so late

YES !
friday is swimmin with xue er !
when was the last time that i've been to that swimmin complex in Tampines
man that was ten thousand years ago ... ... ...


i finally uploaded this pic

the other day when the bimbos n i went ta Vivo
at River island there was this shoe section
so i notice on it , it says that THIS PRODUCT IS LINED WITH PIG SKIN
i was so horrible i made jelli wear it
so cheryl n i was laughin all the way there
how evil of me i noe i noe ...

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:31 PM

Monday, September 17

LINKS

First of all, sry to michelle n jun
cos i kept forgettin to re-link u guys for the past ten thousand yrs
really really very sry
n thanks to xue er thati remb ...

ok .. as you guys might have realise
my links have always been kept to the minimal
cos some ppl jus tend to change their blog add constantly
but the worst thingy is that .. they DISAPPEAR totally
it tires me relink (although once in awhile its alrite)
but it annoys me evenmore when i click n there's nth there ... -.-

anyway... this week is Exercise Week !!!
for me lah ok ... ...
i'm still free on thur n sat
so anyone wanna join me for my exercise week ^_^ ???







if yr mind is about to be controlled by the things reflected in yr eyes ,
Listen to the voice in yr heart

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:49 AM

Saturday, September 15

yeah ~!


yes .. i havent had a whole proper meal for a week liao !


yup, iim takin cereals fruits n the low-fat almost no-fat stuff
wahahhas
i'll continue to do so
so ppl gimme some encouragement !

ya pls lah.. stop tellin me i dont have to do all these n bla bla blah
i noe i'm not very fat
but the fact is that I"M FAT jus not very fat
get it ?

i saw this phrase on a lj community
from someone's dp
n it says " Inner beauty is for fat ppl "
i was lyk .. WTH !?
but true those who look gd usually dont have any inner beauty
not that all fat ppl are ugly
BUT beautiful ppl from the outside
are seldom beautiful inside

for me i'm not beautiful In or Out
that's the sad part ... -.-


& i cant believe i spent $55 on this
n somemore i'm willing to ....
http://hi.baidu.com/tyokyoku/blog/item/bc07390fec00c2296159f32c.html

the Ayu calender 2008
gosh... if i still lyk her after 4 yrs
i'll get a tattoo of her logo



the " A "



mayb a small one somewhere on my wrist
heheex..

♥ murasakiyukiko

7:46 PM

Friday, September 14

blessed by guan yin ma

the results were out today
or rather, accesible today
& i only failed maths
n got C n C+ for eng n mpo

yes i'm blessed by guan yin ma that i dont have to retake
was kinda suprised
cos i did wrote a thing for a 20 marks question from mpo paper
n i cld still attain a C+

luckily i dont have to pay 1.8k
though there's still this $600 that i've to pay ...
not so bad lah...

woo hoo i'm blessed
n in the mood for shoppin ~ ! ^0^

♥ murasakiyukiko

6:52 PM

Thursday, September 13

Nails

my nails from 110907
the middle n 3rd finger was redone
cos previously i thought it was not matchin the other nails


went to xue er's hse today to help her dye hair
n did her nails as well


hmm "xiao wu jian da wu hor" ?
comparing the length hahhahs
yea n the blings as well..

n the fuxkin sch webpage cant load
damn cb

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:51 PM

Tuesday, September 11

update

the set

the guy in white at the left is the angmoh director

the chandelier damn nice de los
n i damn scare of the lightin on the right
cos its some helium thingy that make it float in the air

they were recordin some dialouge thingy so fann wong
is behind that cloth thingy where the light is shinin at

the hair they do damn nice.. this one was ytd's

n this on sun


xiaomin ... ...


my nails from 4/9/07





act cute



while this was suppose to be a glam shot

n i still wanna be aneroxic

xiaomin kept tellin me got facial hair wat fuck wat fuck la

everyone has got facial hair de jus that wanted or unwanted de nia

its ok i'll go threadin if it goes outta control

ytd i only ate a few spoons of rice,tofu, abit of fish, the dunno wat mushroom

then had soya bean drink & went home to eat some egg water n TITBITS !

hahhas n still say i wanna be aneroxic ...

n fuck this mornin i ate hotdog bread

nvm la .. tonight onwards cannot touch any rich flour carbohydrates liao

i forgot to buy apples n the instant cereal ...

i'll ask my dad go out TM awhile den bluff my ah ma i ate dinner liao

if not she gonna gimme hell for not eating

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:02 PM

Sunday, September 9

I HAVENT SLEPT IN THE PAST 31 HOURS

yes i hadnt slp since i woke up on sat 8/9/07 at 2 plus
so ya... iim up for 31 hrs w/o slp
i nid to submit myself to world guineous record

ok jus some main points
i work as an extra *calerfare if that's how u spell it
for today 7 to 7
n it was starrin Fann wong n some korean guy
so the thingy is that
Fann wong is one hot babe that has got GREAT SKIN
i think she soak herself in milk everyday
her skin is ICHIBAN !

i love koda kumi so much i call koda kumi FFB
i invented this for her noe ?
we noe BFF is best fwens forever
so FFB is f.ugly fat bitch
it so matches kuu-chan rt?

i'm workin towards aneroxia
i ate 2 spoons of rice, a tiny piece of egg, takopachi
had coffee n water n that's all for the day
iim gg to buy cereal, milk n mayb tea plus many many apples
so i either take liquid diet or jus 5 apples for 1 day
i wanna be aneroxic

i nid money
got lo bang then call me work ok...

i nid bf
but there's nth i can do bout it
i love myself too much to love anyone else except my pooh bear

that's all i think i nid to slp

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:13 PM

Thursday, September 6

yea yea
ppl do change when they hang around with new grp of fwens
me too of course...
but some of them or rather majority of them have turn into
such irritatin personel that i cannot stand ...

ya lo
why lidat ?
why must argue ?
why must shoot each other or say things that meant sth else ?
so that u think u will be better person or feel lyk one ?
we're all materialistic so stop bitchin bout me being a material bitch

dont u have a mirror at home ? ? ?

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:44 PM

Tuesday, September 4

The Crazy Bdae girl

her bdae was lyk on 1st sep but she choose to celebrate with her other fwens

then with us on 3rd Sep ..

take my chair my crown n my princess wand ...

wa lau ..

n as usual mu lin cant make it .. for the 3rd time in a row

in my brand new kitchen ...
she look so happy here ...

i damn love this pic now

i call it " My Love for LV "

my nails since 28/08

but i jus changed again today n got no hands to take a pic of it

took on last fri

my dear 4E6 look so different liao

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:56 PM

Sunday, September 2

HUAN LI

i kept askin her to stop dressin in this way


u see the way she dress ??
ah lian rt ?


but still i love this not so ah lian ah lian
she's very weird girl that dislikes all the nice things i tell her
n enjoy all the mean things i say to her
i bet she'll enjoy SM de los

SIM HQ



my exam hall los
800 ppl inside n its lyk so damn neat !!!
* credits to Koh Huan Li for the pics (cope frm her blog de )

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:41 PM

Lil India




went to Lil India with the bimbo girls from sch ytd ..




notice the "dots " on our forehead ??
this grp of girls damn supportin de..
others will be lyk " SIAO arhx !? "
however, when u asked em to wear the thing tgt
they were lyk " set on steady arh "
cool rt ??


we went to had Indian lunch ...
was supposed to have Indian breakfast n thanks to jelli who was 2 HRS LATE !
nvm.. the food was not bad but too much onions inside so i didnt lyk it alot
their drinks are super sweet lah, even the lime water is sweet los



the ah lian n the sweet girl





sry huan li miss out ya.. but thanks for the pic





we did threadin.. n it hurts quite a lil
jelli was lyk can let me enjoy this
when it hurt a lil los.. tell u the upper lid one was a killer
i was " awww " n the girls heard me outside..

we then went to vivo
look at this super cute cheryl





so so so many many million thanks to Jun
for helpin me ripped the haruyo koi
n informin me bout the Ayu 2008 calender order..
such a kind soul THANKS


random .. weili's sch crest .. so harry potter

the college we gave to miss teo

♥ murasakiyukiko

2:07 PM