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Monday, December 25


MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

nth much to do this xmas cauz iim too tired to have a party at home
lyk i did last year n then its a lil inconvenience this time roun too
( my aunt's family are currently stayin here )
i shall not say ' stayin here at my home '
nobody here treats me lyk iim a part of it anyway...

there's no place for me
i dont find it at home
not in school
n definitely not at work...

yes i tendered my resignation
iim not that kind of spoilt brat who cant take up workin outside
in case u guys are thinkin of that
i worked previously n dont see a reason why i have to be so unhappy here..
i juz dont like it here
amazing i find myself quite happy at my own department
and not the case when iim further from it...

i did give out xmas presents to those that i like over there
well as for the rest... iim not thinkin twice...
its sad to leave SOME
n its GREAT to leave the others ...
the negative part juz affected me too much

anway... Merry Merry Christmas to all of my loved ones out there
for ppl like Michelle ( i dunno if u're back yet)
Xiaomin ( i sent u a very lesbian msg at midnite)
XueEr MuLin JunHui ( love u gals !! see ya on 30th)
the Class of 4E6 2006 ( lovely clas ful of love )
my Brothers out there ( tat kept disturbin me for supper )
n all the others that i might have missed out .. (heheex p.s)


oh ya n a happy happy year ahead ...


all i want for Chiristmas is you ...

you're tired body has fallen asleep,
i held my breath as i watch you do so
the only one that understands me the most in this world,
without any precaution at all, the face that i love the most



♥ murasakiyukiko
11:52 AM




Saturday, December 16


SENTOSA AGAIN !!!

wahhhh
my off day today so i went to sentosa with my sec 2E1 clsmates
i was expectin more to turn up
but i was told that many didnt come last min ...
god knows why... n i cant b bothered

I HAD GREAT GREAT FUN TODAY !!!
yup my nose's red now..
hahas
n great i have to work tomorrow... WTF
anyway i dun have time fer details
gtg sleep

i took lots n lots of photos but i have no time to load



♥ murasakiyukiko
11:28 PM




Tuesday, December 12


ya ... i posted again
damn angry ... iwas happily gonna go shoppin with my dad
until he told mi that some bitch bought a bag for mi
and therefore i'll not b gettin my Louis Vuitton bag..
wat the fuck !?

at first dun wanna bring mi to hong kong
and got the guts to tell me buy a bag n that's it
refuse to buy mi a 2K bag with a budget of $800
left me alone to shop at Orchard
and didnt accompanied me to shop as promise


THEN NOW ACT SMART GO A BAG HERSELF
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE ??

i PURPOSELY said I DONT LIKE IT
WHICH IS TRUE ...
so what if it costs $550 !?
i din ask u to buy
i din said i wan it
i din told u i wan that brand
furthermore wont u look at the design ???


too bad lo i dont like it
and dont gimme that fucked up face
dont think you're that capable ok
makin mi hate you more n more with everything u do
so what if u counted it as buy le and not buyin anymore
juz wait n see who's gonna provide you with a livin when u turn old


ACT SMART lahx ...



then i went shoppin though i bought lotsa things i wanted
iim still very angry bout the bag inccident
fuck that brand again...
at least a Gucci rt?
pui C D !!!
juz FUCK off la ...



♥ murasakiyukiko
5:37 PM






haix after my last off day
all i did was work work work...
i miss the times that i'll juz sit at home and rot...
although its damn sian but then ....
anyway i wont have money if i do so...
that's y a better choice is to work lyk hell n then get the money fer mi to relax
yeah !

i miss all the shoppin neoprint takin n by the end of the day
mi n my girlfriends wld be so tired we'd sit down at some cafe to rest n chit chat
i wont forget the times when we went shoppin
n when i get home i'll slowly open bag n admire my new belongings

ALL THE ABOVE TO BE DONE WHEN I GET MY PAY

i bought the purple heels ytd
the one that i saw when i went shoppin with NA NA n Bakanishi

an outta 101 things
which i onli got 65 to do
i did merely 7
heheex


forget bout the ppl at work...
juz do wat iim supposed to do
get my pay...
& after 3 months

I"M OFF


i'll blog again at the end of the day...
cos i think iim gg shoppin then i'll be back once more



♥ murasakiyukiko
12:01 PM




Monday, December 4


UNHAPPY

my home very the happening de...
there's always so much unhappiness here n there...
be it my f.dad & f.stepmom
f.grandma n sometimes f.grandpa
things are always too complicated for mi to understan
i need to get away from this home
or say this place cos its not a home to me
i dont belong here..

i'll refrain myself from gettin close to anyone
cos it seems lyk no matter how well i treat the others
its not the same when it comes back to me
my ' best friends ' ( since they claim to be) are always not there for me
but i think i did watever i could when they needed me...

i need to find somewhere i belong
somewhere Love is ...

this mornin the adults were talkin bout my aunt's unhappy marriage
ah ma was talkin bout luckily my aunt still has her parents to help
then i thought to myself... where's mine ??
its ok... juz leave me alone to die in the coldness..
( luckily s'pore hasnt got winter )

i aint got a mama at home to cuddle me
i aint got a papa to love me
i got a grandma who blames my fer everythin that has totally nth to with mi...
( its lyk other country's floodin & its all bcos of me)
i got a grandpa who yells at me early in the mornin cos he wants the newpaper

Oh God hear my prayers...
" before i lose myself,
save me from tears,
let my tired body rest without worries,
take my soul with you to heavenly peace this christmas "



♥ murasakiyukiko
11:59 PM




Sunday, December 3


Ahhh .... finally today off day...
my left foot's third toe has been a lil numb fer kinda long time le
-.- worried -.-

anyway.. now that i have the time
i guess i can tell more bout my workplace for those who are concerned

STANDIN HOURS
okies i seriously cant stand the long standin hours
so iim sittin down whenever i have the chance
2 days ago i really wanna snatch that seat on the train
but there was this old ladi.. so yup...
i waited for other office workers who sat in their comfortable office chair

the whole day and yet still wanna sit on the trains to fcuk off
so tt i cant rest my poor legs that stood for 8.5 hours per day for the past 4 days
FUCK ...

MEAL TIME
yup.. i have 2 meal breaks every work day
each 1 hour... for the first 2 days within half an hour i was back to work
cos i had nth to do in the staff canteen
but then my legs became so tired
i wld spent my time restin my legs in the canteen or the ' slpin corner '
at the basement they have a canteen , locker room n slpin corner
i love the slpin corner cos its filled with comfortable sofas
but then as its a hot spot fer staff so first come first serve...
the canteen food damn ex los somemore lyk shit...
xiaomin cook oso nicer los... so i wont pay fer some shit food n
onli the drinks that are from watever brand it is...

PEOPLE AT WORK
i cant b bothered with the aunties from that fuck brand tt i cant named

but there's 2 from tat company tat are still ok
so if i dont lyk em... guess wat i did to get back...
since they are sales promoters that bugs ppl to buy this n that n r on commision
i'll juz tell e custormers to go to another brand sayin the other's better...
currently iim still thinkin of a way to get back at her
that A-ss... fat somemore = FAT A-SS
juz wait n see u FAT A-SS
ytd an old turnin bald red head
kao ehx.. u dunno how to take the bag yrself is it !?
come to mi n said
' you you you... go take ladder n get the bag the customer wan '
tell mi my brand somemore.. FUCK lahx my brand sell clothes n purses onli hor
i got name one hor... you you you old bald red head
anyway iim a fittin room assistant its not my job
n if you ask mi to dosth outta my job, no pls no thank u no nth arhz
i pull off wat's remanin on yr head then u noe ar !
on my 1st day there's this pregnant manager or sth..
i saw that she was quite angry so i smiled at her so she might feel better
cos she's pregnant & being angry is not healthy for her n her baby
she din smile back then sua liao hor diao mi summore !!!
i guess she hasnt fucked fer so long tat's why
puah chee bye... she's pregnant that's y i din curse her...
dunno was it 3rd or 4th day i saw her again
she DIAO mi again los... Eh ppl smile at you first oso wrong arhz?
mayb her the bastard tat fathered her baby left her
but my fault are.. smile cannot is it ?




my one n onli sayang there, geraline...
she protects mi from everythin n everyone...
iim gettin her a big x'mas present :)
oh ya n its onli durin break time that i get to meet with others my age
i noe quite a few of them on the 1st day of work
when we went fer the induction...
they are much more lovely then those on 2nd level
hahas.. shu hui & aunty jones are so adorable...
i get along real well with them..

i dont understan y some aunties here really FCUKED up noe..
u did nth to em but they insist on bullyin you
ask mi to iron clothes la take size look after fer them
kao ehx... bloody hell
shu hui n company oso got dii siao...
in other words although its not in an office
but its an OFFICE POLITICS kinda thin
cant adults make things simple???
come on pick some1 yr size or YOUR AGE lahx AUNTIES!!!
students on holidays waitin fer results came to work a while onli oso wanna bully

CUSTOMERS
aunty jones told mi one day she thought that she heard some one sayin

' chee bye ... ' but actualli its ' she buys '
cos some customer with dunno wat accent sounded so wrong
WAHAHAS...
ya there are really some demandin lyk hell
not my job to get size still ask mi to get
wait a while wanna complain
tt angmoh got plane to catch oso tell mi THANK YOU 10 times noe!!
alrdy limit to 4 still bring in 5 or 6
tat one still nvm... bring 10 oso have!
bring in 10 n try stil dun wanna buy ~ you ta pai seh sia !?
ppl say s'poreans no manners n courtesy..
you come here n see.. u wont object that strongly le
i shall not further comment...
anyway.. yes i do treat ppl lyk shit sometimes
but when i go into any stores to get sth or juz takin a look
i do say thank you even when i din buy any thing hor..
these ppl arhx...
at least on fri i think.. i got a compliment form my customer
on the form it says... ' THEY're friendly, patient n done me great help'
guess who's the other person cos i said THEY...
that A-SS los.. that chee bye face oso ppl compliment

ON THE WAY HOME
wah.. everyday back home on the train very the happenin sia
first day got this weird ojiisan watchin vcd on his mini portable player
guess wat.. he put on his earpiece but its not plugged into the player
so it was on lyk a loud speaker...
he was watchin a commedy so 3 siao guys stood round him to watch as well
one of the 3 guys commented... eh he laughin lehx we oso laugh la
dots ... no comment+ *shivers*
when the ojiisan left the trio were sayin
" wa lau were got plug in earpiece still on so loud !? '
' i think he deaf la ... he kept lookin at the subtitles '
' fuuny ar !? then he oso blind rt? '
' but he laughin wat... '
'oh no la he blind n deaf de juz that he's retaerded so he laughin los'


. . . . . .

second day home... an indian guy dunno drunk or wat...
he laid still on the floor around a 2 seat area...
nobody dared to go near him
while a few others tried wakin him up but to no avail..
at bugis the train stopped fer quite a while cos some1 called fer the officer
den 2 men dragged him out...
its iimpossible that he was tired due to work cos the train was shakin quite vigorously
ppl did called him n push him a lil...he laid still even so
drunk was my first thought so was a guy standin beside me
xm said he's too tired or high on drugs...
another passenger, a lady said ' he siao liao la '
then when i saw so many ppl wake him n the shakin train
i was afraid that he might have fainted or
DIED there...
siao ... 3rd day got an old ladi kept talkin to mi n xm..
luckily ytd was all peaceful n quiet..



siao one lahx all these peep
iim really busy n by the time i get home iim so tired
still there's lotsa things fer mi to do ... ...
- go bath
- soak feet in hot water
- read newspaper
- remove make-up

then i have no time to replenish some necessities
lyk cotton pad, toner,perfumes, clothes
or to go shoppin, manicure, SPA
i need to get ayumi's new ablum SECRET


on top of all i still have my 101 things to complete...


so yup.. iim too busy so its through my blog tt u get to know how iim doin
bye for now!
ya its still ok to ask mi out.. i'll go if iim off that day..
so i'll see if there's any majhong session tmr
do take care n think of mi kkz ... wahahas



♥ murasakiyukiko
12:32 PM




Friday, December 1


BUSY ! BUSY! BUSY!



have been workin all day long yeah...

ytd was class chalet after work
and my leg hurts like hell
played a few rounds of magjong
n then realised a couple of ppl are GONE ...
as in they din even go
... or was it that i joined them too late?
hahas.. i reached lyk 10++ ?

i really pity my foot noe..
due to the long standin hours at work
evryday i soak them in warm water
on my off day iim gg for a foot SPA...

oh ya.. xm promised to go fer a body scrub n massage with mi
wahhas.... ( when's pay day arhx?)
long way to go lahx...

the work
the work
the work...

hey i nid a manicure too...


BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!



♥ murasakiyukiko
9:09 AM