Tuesday, April 18

haiz STRESS lahx ..
i dunno what to do...
its juz another 41 days..
so damn the ... no comment...

i miss so...
haiya... qing tai i love u!!!

feelin the stress !?
while my vice-chairman ish..
or chairwoman .. watever

dearest... argh i dunno wat to do!!!
i dunno where to start too!!!
hmm.... let's juz STUDYSTUDY STUDY
mid-year-MT O level-PreLims-O levels

2 compres n 3 chinese compo to go!
gabarimasu yo!

♥ murasakiyukiko

5:16 PM

Monday, April 10

sickening idiots that make this world ' shinier' n better for me !

ya say that i am attiude or watever
its too much fer mi to take within a day kkz
mornin was bad... whoevers fault u sae it is
the teachers are really caring
one is not enuff, another wld alwaes wanna join the fun
to make mi life miserable
and those words tat come from yr mouth
they are juz lyk as if you are brainless
dont you think before u say?
the other cls has been sayin thins bout u
fer u bein tis n tat n i've been standin up fer u
fine den mayb they're rt
in fact they are... watever

n all you ppl do is to complain n complain
3 n 1/2 years of my life i've been
sittin no further den 1 seat frm the same person
and iim alwaes tied down to her..
HELLO its not my responsibility to look after her my whole life!
i have other fwens too!
did anyone of you ever hear mi complain infront of the whole cls?
dont b such spoilt brats la.. n dont b so selfish
iim alwaes sittin infront
kana by all the shoutings but iim alwaes awake
do you ppl think it is fair ?
and u ppl juz complain and have you ever spared a thought fer mi ?

oh juz shut up u bitches...
spoilt.. i am but at least i know my limits

and if the things i've done fer the cls are not appreciated
it is pretty much ok
fuck u a***** fer sayin those words
have you ever did anythin fer the cls without ppl askin u to do it ?
u juz bo chap rt?
wat rights do u have to say anythin bout mi?
i've been bringin in n doin thins fer the cls
wat have u done den ?
n u even dared to comment on me ..
shameless...

ya lahx
nobody ask mi to do those things aniwae ma
iim bein extra la
SORRY 4E6 IF I EVER DID STH U GUYS HATED
BUT JUZ TELL MI HONESTLY WHO HASNT BEEN BENEFITING
FROM THE THINGS I DID OR SHLD I SAE WHO HAS BEEN HARMED!?

watever...
cls spirit BULLSHIT LAHX
juz wat have u guys done without mii initiatin




FUCKIN BAD DAE
CURSE ALL OF YOU TO DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH
N BURN IN THE RAGING FIRES OF HELL
NEVER WILL THERE BE HOPE FOR YOUR LIFE AFTER DEATH
COS U THEE SHALL BE LOCK OUTSIDE THE PEARLY GATES OF HEAVEN

iim gg to hell so it is pretty much ok wit mi

n my fwens lyk Chance n aisyah juz got further apart wit mi
they've gone ahead wit others so my presense is not much needed...

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:19 PM

haix juz miss those days
care free days
we have nothin much to worry then
everything seems to merrier, happier
people around juz smile
now.. hardly any laughter is from the heart
and no smile appears to be sincere

things do change and i know tt
but i didnt wan it to change this wae...

was tokin to xiaojess the other dae
n realised so much difference
n then i saw xueer's tag


hai......

such a competitive society
n i hate tt pharse ' survival of the fitness '
dunno why too ... make me feels so irritated
but soon i'll get used to it

aniwae ppl we've got 158 to Pre-lims
n 210 O-levels
ms teo calculated it wrongly
n i found tt out the hard way
dun ask... nvm

which means we've got lesser time !!!

ganbarimas!








sad sad life

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:44 AM

Friday, April 7

shiseido make up session todae
hahas

ms teo : i realise all the gals in our class put on make up
all veri pretty eh

ziqi : we dunnid make up oso pretty wat

4E6 gals : ziqi ah...

ms teo : tat's the whole point lah

ziqi : i noe its a fact we are all veri pretty

ms teo : i cant stand her la ziqi is drivin mi nuts

every1 : HAHAHAHAS

k la iim irritatin but fun too wasnt it
hahas

think it will b my last dae tt i can slack in sch liao
*sobx

its 181 days to PRE-LIMS
and 229 days to O-LEVEL

oh my mthrfckin god!

mock exams tmr again haix

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:07 PM

Thursday, April 6

kinda pressurized now
i feel lyk there're juz so mani things in life tryin to put me down
but life is juz lidat
juz gotta pull through n hold on ya..

life is unfair
reality is cruel
n truth hurts

tis is LIFE whether we like it or not
there's nothin we can do about
but we can definitely change it
if we wanna do sth about it
we can
i suppose ...

ya the mock exams came
n there are plenty more to go
this year is no honeymoon
and i gotta pick up my books and study real hard

tis week is my sch's HAIexperienecial week
while i wont b enjoyin much of it cos iim still havin lessons
ya sec4 ... wat do you expect
no camp lyk last year
or go to ani places etc
but still i get to go fer mission;
resume writin;
and Shisedo make up course

hahas i had 7 periods of bio a day
AMAZIN rt ?

sth's wrong again
wit mii
ya i get to get pissed off easily
n start to scold irritatin ppl round mi
at least those tat i had scolded
deserves to be
tat's wat the others tell mii
watever lahx
who cares ?


LIFE's like that...

STRESS
more than 10hrs in sch
and i go back to a home full of arguements,
naggin for the slightess thin i do
yes i admit there are sth tt i do not so to YOUR likin
but cant u juz speak to mii nicely ?
TOO BAD
yes u tok to mii nicely
but i purposely replied u in an impolite manner
blame it on yrself
for the same thin u did to mi
when i spoken to u politely
this is called KARMA
u see?

haiz
why must thins lyk these happen ?

why cant ppl speak the truth ?
why cant ppl treat others gently ?
why must ppl hurt each other ?
wny must ppl live in such misery?

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:05 PM

Sunday, April 2

FuCK u
MTHRfckr


hate u
u lied to b the man u r...
n i call u ' dad '
such a disgrace to MYSELF

i dont honour u to b my parent ok
i say
i WONT

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:36 PM