murasaki yukiko の日記

Friday, July 17

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY BROTHER
stop asking me his name cos they still havent decide la -.-
after school Ben accompany me go visit my stepmom
the childish kor kor bought balloon
and help me filled out all the chinese words that I've forgotten how to write

My baby brother has got my father's nose
he was crying then Ben said " he like handsome sial "
and baby chen xiao di started smiling ...
me " wah u say he handsome he smile at you sial "
we looked at each other and started laughing kinda loudly in the hosp
hahhahas pai seh lar...

I WANT A BABY !!!!!!!
I started tellin Ben and my stepmom + her mom I want a baby sial
but I scare pain -.-
So Ben and I agreed on adopting so that I dont have to worry about getting fat
but I reminded him that the child wont be having his smart genes and my beautiful face
so I decided to bear the pain and we settled on a boy and a girl

cabbed back and I treated him to dinner
to reward him for being so nice to accompany me
he was like yawning and he damn tired plus tmr he's got work too
so I should sayang my wabbit la hor ?

Dinner at NihonMura
see my gluttony kor kor
he damn can eat despite being so skinny la this cb !

hahhahs we both wearing formal for dinner
cos he's got presentation and I've got marketing module

he will be the most handsome Director in the hotel industry of Singapore
not bad ar my bf handsome and got brains :)
furthermore he loves me deep deep much much:):):)

I'll be on top cos I'm the CEO of Hilton hotel,
the prettiest one ever no doubt (unless paris hilton takes over)

This picture came up during today's Marketing lesson
advertising & public relation
and I knew Ben will be interested and I showed him during dinner

ben " how come spiderman die !!!??? "
me " see the bottom right corner, its a Baygone advertisement "
Ben started smiling in a damn cute way sial
I thought this would be interesting to share hahhhahs
funny and cute sial the ad

so throughout the whole dinner I keep telling Ben I want a baby
so while walking back from Tamp stadium Ben and I are talking bout our future
he die die want me to work sial
I told him that I'll work first but after I gave birth I wanna stay at home
but Ben insisted that we have dual income so as to have better lifestyle
and we can have a babysitter/maid to look after our baby
so we agreed on having a baby 10 years later
if we rich enough then can push the schedule ahead

A simple walk home after dinner and with us having thoughts about our future
I feel so love.
I love my dearest King wabbit very much

thank you everyone,
for assuring me that I'll still be loved even though I wont be the only child anymore
Each and everyone of your love will make me strong :)

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:44 PM

Thursday, July 16

today is my last day of being an only child

and I celebrated it by going back to sch to do my test -.-
I've been kinda sick the past few days
and haven been turnin up for lessons with my dad's approval
so its ok if the sch sends letter to my place

On Wed,
I managed to get the job for the F1 service staff through my school
and the school interviewers accepted us on the stop

Fri Tmr,
I will be visiting my stepmom at the hospital
lucky got ah ben kor kor accompany me
and I actually not excited about it sial -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:41 PM

Tuesday, July 14

yukiko is very sick

I spent my day at home drinking coffee and watching movie
michelle says I'm damn zai
thanks for her if not no one will be bringing me to the doctor later on

meanwhile help me do this survey can ??
thanks a lot its for my Professional Profiling project

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=xlj7ZqXHY_2fMPLrLffmCHng_3d_3d

♥ murasakiyukiko

5:57 PM

Sunday, July 12

I was quite angry with Ben last night
for he told me he was busy and tired
yet he went out to celebrate sixian bdae with friends
and he is the ultimate retard by not bringing me there and not meeting me after that
CCB so he deserves the big fuss I gave him last night
and stop saying that I like to bully my boyfriend
he deserves some of the treatment I gave him
so what if you tell me you're not gonna be working on Sundays from next week
just so you can have more time to pei me.
I'll still be angry with what you did last night you Betard !

hence kor kor came over today to pei me before he start work

just so I'll shut my super mean mouth and poison tongue

the mirror was too low and short for him

and he has to bend in an awkward way

so i ask him to stop seducing my dressing table

me " kor kor you need higher mirror not there got "
ben " where got? you have meh ?"

ben "orhhhh "

look at the sakae sushi boy in that damn gay uniform

hahhahas that time he laugh at his friend now I laugh at him wahahhas

he so skinny then the uniform so big

like that time I work for the attachment under McD hahhas

ziqi's attachment workplace = McD

ziqi's fav. restaurant = sakae sushi

ben's workplace = sakae sushi
ben's fav. restaurant = McD

funny -.-

I decide to cut my hair

so before I bid them goodbye
I took pictures to save some last memory with my longest hair

sexy right my long hair ?

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:48 PM

I dont know what to say,

我的心里好难受
My heart feels very awful

♥ murasakiyukiko

1:20 PM

Wednesday, July 8

I spent my most beloved weekday with these ...

and I'm still watching this on tv -.- hahhahs I reach season 3 liao ok..

when I young that time I like Zoe Tay and Lee Nan Xing alot one can !?

classic what its the unbeatables leh !!!
the show so orh biang but still very romantic at certain scenes leh

remb the scene when the luminous dices falls all over from the steps of the casino?

shiok sial if got some guy do things lidat for me...

it was raining this morning and the weather plus my room was SUPER cozy

but my room got monster ... i very scared

he got a very big head .... ....

I dont want him to sayang me. I want my boyfriend here with me

Its the 8th but we can be together.

What's the point when you're always not around ?

Ben " Happy 16th month"

Me " What is there to be happy about ?"

he knew I was unhappy

he knew he cant blame me for that.

I spent the whole day thinking about what I want

though I know there's nothing that I can do

because its simply beyond my control

Sorry,

sorry darling for the things I've said and done
but you still treated me well and love me like before

And this made me feel very bad for sayin all those things

thanks for being so sweet

you're god damn sweet for u still make your way down to my place

eventhough you're tired and that you dont have the time due to work and studies

it was a surprise visit after his work

I think my grandad got a shock when Ben came up so late

he opened the door before I could so I think Ben got a shock too

happy 16th

♥ murasakiyukiko

9:25 PM

Sunday, July 5

Yup the promised pictures of my new furnished princess of purple bedroom !!!
this was taken before the wardrobe came in :)
u see my most beloved daughter pooh bear on the left??
sitting on her mini sofa I bought for $248 3 years ago
and the big head pooh on the right
is given to me on Valentine's by my dearest kor kor ben ben

and so the wardrobe came on Saturday
make me wait whole day sial
although they told me that its between 1pm to 5pm
and they came by 4plus but its like where got such thing de...
they should promise like 12-2 or 1-3 kinda of thingy you understand??

got mirror inside hiding the shelves

and like my previous wardrobe, my clothes are still arranged by colors

and somehow I think purple has the longest width in it

so I threw away all these clothes and many other stuffs

tada !!!!!

damn broke

from left $169 drawer chest, $258 bed + $65 delivery and assembly and $533 for wardrobe

my dad paid most of it and i merely forked out the $65 and $200 for wardrobe

and sacrificed my this week's pocket money of $100 :(

after I was done with packing my room

xiaomin came over and waited for me to get ready

after which we went TM swensen's for dinner and proceeded to Ikea

we initially wanted to go Town but it was kinda late alrdy

and I had quite a few things to grab at Ikea so ....

there's SALE !!!

and I was playing a fool there asking xiaomin to push me while I stand on the trolley
eh we didnt take the trolley for fun hor

I really bought alot of stuff and I not pok gai liao wor

damn broke

after Ikea xiaomin and I return to my place

while i packed my stuff she watched movie and helped me with the boxes i bought

we then headed to shihao's place to meet up with the ppl awhile

and cabbed to bedok, she went home and I go accompany Ben

he's working all the time and even if he's not in army now

he wont be having time for me :(

cruelty of reality

this morning we managed to have breakfast tgt and watch prisonbreak

shortly after which he had to leave for work sianz -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:10 PM

Friday, July 3

That's play on Thursday night
the finals of so you think you're Andro III

he sacrificed to accompany me because xiaomin cant make it

the super hot rebecca tan

Irene ang

And the show begins bondage is the theme for them that night

shimama !!! she damn hot la i swear I damn wet !

so last night they all had to do sth with singing and songs

so there was this contestant that sang liang shan bo yu zhu li ye

a mandarin duet starting with the guy

and the girl

and its 2 in 1 !!!!

Akina sang ai de zhu da ge andher dance moves was HOT !!

another one kana ask to take off shirt wuuu hooo !!!!!!

Akina got 2nd runner up :)

I thought she would win leh it looked so promising but good enough la

I blacked out for a while and luckily baoyi found me and push me onto a chair to rest

baoyi puked and felt empty so we went to eat

i damn tired and breatheless la

then i cldnt bring myseld to finish the mee

i only took like a few mouths and start eating again after i puke -.-

yes ... once i puke i recover damn fast

but it was too suffocating inside

i dont know why this time i so tired and breathless...

we back to the club awhile and headed home le

today my bed came

and i shall take pic of my room when my wardrobe comes tmr

the room is one more item to completion :)

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:35 PM