murasaki yukiko の日記

Friday, November 27

THURSDAY 261109

was in super formal yesterday for the resume photoshoot in school
and yes, I did had alot of fun in disturbing my usual photographer and make-up artist hee:)

school is such a bore,

I have no motivation to continue on ,

I need encouragement,

I lost all hopes,

I know for sure that I will not be getting my 3.5 GPA

thanks to my year 1 GPA score

I dont see a point in my continuing la

well one thing I liked about school yesterday was my eye make up,

Shandy did a little touch up and contouring for me:)

As usual I'm my personal professional for my eyelashes.

Was chilling out with Shihao, Mac and xiaomin

had dinner and proceeded to shihao's place for majong as usual

xiaomin had to leave earlier and I won $1! hahahhas

we played 10cents 20cents only leh. Mac damn poor thing la.

lost all the way and the most.

then shihao wanted supper at simpang bedok

so he psycho-ed his mom to lend us her car

so that the 6 of us can go have supper all together

cos only stanley had a car and it wont fit all of us.

PIANG !!! his mom damn steady la

lend me her car on the spot, didnt even say or ask much

not like my dad will nag all the way until I reach the carpark one sial!

Steady la aunty ! I like you the most le

♥ murasakiyukiko

8:51 PM

Thursday, November 26

The school brought me to the National Museum Of Singapore on Wednesday
I'm not very close to my wed class people, so I was kinda lonely yesterday
Furthermore, I had to come all the way back myself from Dhouby Ghaut
cause no one else stays at the east with me :(

They were moving around

and reminded me of the swinging lights on the ceiling of Paranormal Activity

First was the Fashion Gallery,

ancient lady with a colorful laptop siol !

They have these gadgets that introduce you more.

Last time people use charcoal and corn flour to make up leh...

poor thing.

Now we pay so much for make up when they are produced so cheaply !

My ah ma has this at home !

This one even more antique

I didnt know what are they for ...

But my classmate pointed out that this fellow got new clothes

his mother use the bleach I think

that's why he more white than the rest.

and to the food gallery ...

they are the first in South East Asia to have this companion thing

so if we want to listen to the explanation,

just press accordingly to whatever that's on the floor

I thought it was quite good as I was kinda lonely -.-

I find him quite handsome leh

and we had our presentation there

cam-whore abit hahahhad

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:05 PM

Monday, November 23

Drove Sharan and Fizah around today
because we needed to check out the location of the funciton room
for the STORM IG party.

I had fun disturbing Sharan HAHAHHHAS
when I picked her up from her place,
each time she reaches for the car door, I'll drive forward
ok la, I stopped doing that on the second try cause she gave this fed up body language
and when she got in the car,
she told me her Dad and her brother are watching just under the block
OPPS hahahahas no worries, they'll understand my naughty nature :)

And Ben made up to me for being so naughty yesterday
so I shall be a forgiving girlfriend once again
SO SWEET !!! Darling cooked dinner for me today leh ^_^
While he still needs to sayang me more
because I feel that his love more me is never enough !
Who ask him meet me so little and is always out with his friends
God knows if he flirted or had been unfaithful to me -.-

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:41 AM

Sunday, November 22

Changed my parting today and I cam-whored awhile with it

Looking more and more like a slut. Hahahhahas !

So I took my Japanese Oral Exams today and shopped around in bugis with xiaomin

Think I did well seeing the ticks that the examiner wrote on the paper

as she nods her head while I speak :)

I'm suffering the side effects of my therapy,

I'm broke

because I chose to indulge in the satisfaction of retail therapy

and I chose to ignore the side effects that will last for the coming week -.-

BLODDY BENWOON

I have to tell you 10 000 times and it doesnt get to you !

Over and over again for the past 20months of the relationship

but my notion doesnt seem to get into your head

I dont like his last minute plans and last minute change of plans

and LAST MINUTE NOTIFICATION !

I dont like you and the way you do things

dont tell me because you get to know it last minute or so

as situations like these happens way to often

so your reason dont justify your point

and its not that I'm unforgiving and not understanding enough

I believe that I've given in to you more than you should expect from a girl.

fuck you and you suck big time

I hope you read this but I know you dont !

♥ murasakiyukiko

12:01 AM

Friday, November 20

watch 2012 with shi hao brother last night
the impacts as well as thoughts that run through my mind are impressive for the aftermath

its leads me to think of the many I may lose
and on the other hand, if given a ticket to be saved,
I might not take it...

more thoughts just flooded my mind

The day that we stop fighting for one another,
that's when we lose our humanity.

♥ murasakiyukiko

11:03 PM

Thursday, November 19

I'm free now wahhahahs !!!!!!!!!!!!!11
now that all UTs are over,
though its just UT1 that over only -.-

I'll get to rest awhile before UT2 stats in end of Dec and start of Jan
and my next stressful event will be none other than the JLPT examinations

Caught Paranormal activity with my STORM girls yesterday
Its not that its extremely horrifying throughout
but that the after effects lasts through the night
and it caused me to sleep very lightly waking up due to the slightest noises I hear
I'm so scared that someone will pull me off my bed when I sleep
and thank god Ben talked to me until I sleep.
Sharan is suffering from dark eye circles hahahahhas

Next, I wanna watch 2012
case 39
shutter island
Storm warriors II

♥ murasakiyukiko

3:18 PM

Tuesday, November 17

And I've been a naughty girl ... ...
These few days I feel like I'm back to my kindergarden days,
I dont wanna go to school,

keep ponning while I'm sick and abit sick,
and keep whinning about going school

I think its a 50-50 confidence level for my Japanese exam.

Hai.... dont know la, just pray that I will pass my JLPT this December

I'm in so much pain now,

I'm still recovering from my sickness,

I have school UT and Japanese Examinations to study,

I have to bear with all the menstrual cramps,

I cannot sleep at night cause I keep coughing,

if not its too cold and my darling isnt here to hug me to sleep,

My boyfriend cant be by my side to sayang me and I really miss him :(

I woke up in the middle of a dream

and my eyelashes were wet.

I remembered the words, "please don't go"

What I can't erase or change is this feeling getting worse

What I can never shake is the feeling of yearning for your adoration

Today's sunset sky is as gentle as you

This time, it isn't a dream, the cry of "don't go."

♥ murasakiyukiko

10:39 PM